Lessons learned

Over the past 18 months Ideas are like shooting stars Whether you feel it unfair or not, ideas are not available to you whenever you want one. At least, genuine creative or inventive ideas. If you are lucky enough (more on luck next) to have an idea come to your forethoughts, write it down somewhere, […]

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Who are you?

Motivation is a passing cloud Who am I? Some lesson to be learned? A vessel that I am supposed to board until I reach my next destination? An obstacle that I need to overcome before I can truly make my way through this life? Who am I? Some creature with all the traits of a […]

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Every day

You wake up, even though it’s 2 hours before light up. Put on that shot of coffee. You know it will get things moving. Thinking of what you need to execute this morning before your work life begins again. Play that track, play that album, play it until it consumes your workout and flows through […]

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Eulogy

Reminiscing of times worth revisiting A person I once knew well was removed from this world earlier this year. I hadn’t seen him in a very long time. But the moment I found out about the passing of this man I felt a deep sadness. My mind started to drift back to all those times […]

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Let Go

You never lost the person that you never once had. That idea was never a possession of yours. Your idea of what was, what you wanted and what could be, never existed. Those fists of yours, shaking, all purple and white. Relax them. Let them breathe again. So let go. In a physical sense at […]

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Love in itself pt.2

This one is the one, I’m sure of it Every god damned single time. No matter what. I think I’ve found the one. ‘But she has this quality that I’ve never seen in another person before’, I’ll tell myself and others. ‘A girl like her will never come around again’, will undoubtedly be the next […]

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Love in itself pt.1

Play it cool Me internally: “Okay I’m ready. I think. I know I can do this. I’m going to just walk up to her and ask her ‘what the fuck is up? You wanna go for a run sometime?’ Inner voice: ‘WHAT THE FUCK IS UP? Nick , this isn’t a Saturday night black comedy […]

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